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It's just another sad life me.
Friday, February 11, 2011
Idk how to say, but ya. Although is a new year already, 2011. Should have new beginnings and stuff, but that's not how i want it to be.
nothing much to say, but i think God is giving me problems and when i need now is wisdoms. HAIS.
I hope this verse can really help me now. "Count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that testing of your faith produces patience"
God, i really need your wisdom now. And I guess i'd not been praying, that's why the Devil is trying hard to attack my holy spirit and my spiritual life drop.
And i really need to pray.... hais.... I wonder God is hearing and knowing what i thinking and crying to Him now...
i'm back again!
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Hello! Yes i'm back again! hahaha.
Everyone doing good? Aiya, no body can read also. hahaha.
Yes, im here to say, im offically give up on my EC wj! :D
Ya luh, easier said than done, i need time also mah. hahaha.
So im trying to make myself do a lot of things and be busy loh.
But indeed i'm ALWAYS busy, like what my friends always say. haha.
So ya, but then idk leh. Sometimes i would just take a peek at home, and i also saw him peek at me also. hahaha.
But never mind luh, idw to care so much already. haha.
This proves something, im just another girl in his eyes.
Cause he dont even wish me happy bday, when everytime when his friends bday, he will wish.
Ya, my friends say maybe he forget or something leh?
But on my bday actual say, he actually online on fb in the morning, and a lot of our mutal friends already wished me. Then why he can't see.
Hilarious right? haha. so i dont accept the fact that he actually forgot.
And in addition, he always online late night on fb, so confirm he can see.
Well, is okay. is already over. haha.
Stay firm!
Sunday, April 11, 2010
First is Calvin, then come to bz, but why not you?
And now you starting to like my status when i wrote something that actually make sense.
This proves how spirtiual you are, right?
Sometimes i'll laugh at myself, what makes ME think that i can make you like me?
When actually all those boys who are younger than me actually likes me? Geez
Idk how to face myself sometimes. I know liking my statues doesn't mean anything to you, i think.
But to me, is kinda. You know why? Because we don't really know each other.
I dont even know whether you saw me before despite those number of times we saw each other.
And i even doubt you still remember my face!
But liking my statues makes me think you actually acknowledge my presence in church.
I know sometimes, you will like jy's statues because you both know each other.
I understand and i know why. But total strangers like us, no. it meant something else.
I know i've been thinking too much, but i just can't stop.
Suddenly i come to a point that, i want a boyf now. Idk why.
I've been telling myself God will give me one, but now how long must i wait?
Pastor had been always preaching, God's will will neve come early, or come late, but it will always come on time.
So what is on time? How can i doubt God when i know i myself is not spritual enough?
You see, how naive can i be to this extend?
What if one day i wait till he has a girlf? I srsly dk how am i suppose to face it.
I think i'll cry! LOL. Why? Why not him? Sighssssssssssssssss.
There's nothing i can do about it, what to do?
Just wait and seee.
foreverandalways
Aud Qi Yin Wong.
A year older every 13 July.
It's just another sad life me.
Friday, February 11, 2011
Idk how to say, but ya. Although is a new year already, 2011. Should have new beginnings and stuff, but that's not how i want it to be.
nothing much to say, but i think God is giving me problems and when i need now is wisdoms. HAIS.
I hope this verse can really help me now. "Count it all joy when you fall into various trials, knowing that testing of your faith produces patience"
God, i really need your wisdom now. And I guess i'd not been praying, that's why the Devil is trying hard to attack my holy spirit and my spiritual life drop.
And i really need to pray.... hais.... I wonder God is hearing and knowing what i thinking and crying to Him now...
i'm back again!
Tuesday, July 20, 2010
Hello! Yes i'm back again! hahaha.
Everyone doing good? Aiya, no body can read also. hahaha.
Yes, im here to say, im offically give up on my EC wj! :D
Ya luh, easier said than done, i need time also mah. hahaha.
So im trying to make myself do a lot of things and be busy loh.
But indeed i'm ALWAYS busy, like what my friends always say. haha.
So ya, but then idk leh. Sometimes i would just take a peek at home, and i also saw him peek at me also. hahaha.
But never mind luh, idw to care so much already. haha.
This proves something, im just another girl in his eyes.
Cause he dont even wish me happy bday, when everytime when his friends bday, he will wish.
Ya, my friends say maybe he forget or something leh?
But on my bday actual say, he actually online on fb in the morning, and a lot of our mutal friends already wished me. Then why he can't see.
Hilarious right? haha. so i dont accept the fact that he actually forgot.
And in addition, he always online late night on fb, so confirm he can see.
Well, is okay. is already over. haha.
Stay firm!
Sunday, April 11, 2010
First is Calvin, then come to bz, but why not you?
And now you starting to like my status when i wrote something that actually make sense.
This proves how spirtiual you are, right?
Sometimes i'll laugh at myself, what makes ME think that i can make you like me?
When actually all those boys who are younger than me actually likes me? Geez
Idk how to face myself sometimes. I know liking my statues doesn't mean anything to you, i think.
But to me, is kinda. You know why? Because we don't really know each other.
I dont even know whether you saw me before despite those number of times we saw each other.
And i even doubt you still remember my face!
But liking my statues makes me think you actually acknowledge my presence in church.
I know sometimes, you will like jy's statues because you both know each other.
I understand and i know why. But total strangers like us, no. it meant something else.
I know i've been thinking too much, but i just can't stop.
Suddenly i come to a point that, i want a boyf now. Idk why.
I've been telling myself God will give me one, but now how long must i wait?
Pastor had been always preaching, God's will will neve come early, or come late, but it will always come on time.
So what is on time? How can i doubt God when i know i myself is not spritual enough?
You see, how naive can i be to this extend?
What if one day i wait till he has a girlf? I srsly dk how am i suppose to face it.
I think i'll cry! LOL. Why? Why not him? Sighssssssssssssssss.
There's nothing i can do about it, what to do?
Just wait and seee.
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